It's time to get my butt in gear....

I have been slacking off on my networking and career goals since college started for me.

I never get to draw nearly as much and it saddens me to see my account be so......blah.

I need to get my but in gear, I watch youtube videos all day but never make any. I sketch in my notebooks but never commit to a full drawing anymore. I have lost what made me love drawing, my spark, and I need to find it again.

I have gotten so lost in trying to develop my skills that I forgot that drawing used to be my escape from reality, my seclusion from the world for a few hours. Now its all about trying to learn how to color or make my characters look like other people art work that I admire.

I need to find myself in my drawings again, not jut trying to copy someones else style or being "the best" at blending and coloring, I need to learn to be me again, and that's is what my focus will be from now on.

I have now started to post videos of my art process, and the past few drawings i have posted I have found a bit of myself, but i need to continue, to find more, to become myself that created this account.....

Thank you guys for listening, its hard to try to catch up with such fabulous artists, but I know I will get to where i need to be at my own time.....